Journal Entry: Wed Jul 23, 2014, 8:46 PM
Hey guys. I just posted a picture and in the description I stated that I was going through some rough stuff lately. And I even had a seizure for the first time in a while just the other day. I was in class and I had to step out because all day I just Had not felt right. My two friends stayed with me because I told them I couldn't stop shaking, my head with blank, my heart was racing, and they told me that my pupils were so big it looked like I had no longer any more brown in them. And for the first time.. I had a seizure while I was councious. Which has never happened before. I kept waiting for the seizure to come but it never did, completely unaware that it was already occurring and mildly occurring in my body at that moment in time right then and there. I felt Like I was have a heart attack. It was awful. And then I couldn't stop crying.,.. Just from fear. I'm on meds, and its not like I have CANCER or anything. I don't know why it scares me so much but it does...