I can't believe I really thought that I was really a sociopath for a while there.
honestly I think I'm just down right bipolar with my constant mood swings and over rational thinking and behavior. I just can't believe that I'm not. I've had tests done on me and each time they've told me I'm not. There's NO WAY I don't have bipolar depression. I think I just officially hate doctors to be perfectly honest. I just wanna get the hell away from all of them.
Anyways. Yeah. I'm not a fucking sociopath. Know how I know? Because I have a conscious. They do NOT have one normally and do not care about hurting others to get what they want. I couldn't hurt anyone if I tried. (Well, maybe if self defense but that's another story) never senselessly. I yelled at a girl in my class for not taking a comment the wrong way and I apologized because I've felt bad since I did it. I may not like people, I may easily get annoyed with them and prefer to be by myself, but I still like to consider myself a person with love in my heart. And (sorry to anyone who is atheist or anything, and if you are PLEASE don't bash my religion because it really upsets me) I'm a good Christian girl, and I listen to god's word.
Examples of sociopaths I found were Charles Manson and a list of other murderers. I'm no fucking crazy murderer that's for sure.
Everyone gets mad and gets a picture in their head of shooting their horrible boss, or pushing the annoying person in front of you out a window. (Don't deny it. You do it. Specially when your pissed off)
but it doesn't mean you're going to do it or you're a crazy murderer.
But... Yeah.. Anyways..
Thats about all I have to say. I'm crazy. But I'm not INSANE. If that makes sense. And people who were worried about me locking myself up in the funny farm because I was afraid I was really a nut? Don't worry I'm fine now. Just another overreaction and not thinking things through.
I don't know how the hell I'm gonna last in the real world once I graduate